MomOhLogue

2 months in and I lost 18 lbs so far... this was hard during the holidays. I hope to lose more this month. Keep going, you got this!

I am very happy to be in a new year and decade. The last 10 years I basically been growing my family by having 4 kids. I saw my career go from being at my best in corporate America to part time, to easy government work and then nonexistent as I took on my job as a full time Mom. I love my life as a Mom and it's been so much fun to see my kids grow and share love and beautiful memories.  I definitely had a couple low points in this decade when I had 2 postpartum breakdowns. My two hospital stays were the toughest times in my life and yet it made me stronger. I look back and think of the moments when I had so much anxiety,  paranoia , and weird delusions where I believed things happened that didn't...it was like having a bad dream that you think is real when you wake up. It's weird how the brain can work when you are sleep deprived after having a newborn and your hormones are all out of whack. I'm glad medication worked for me and I was able to be back with my family. I